One of my lies

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 20:10:47 GMT

I was thinking today. About my life, me... about everything.
Everybody says that I'm wiers person. >ou know, I'm just 14, but I'm kind of hopeless. I'm so fucked up. I'm so.... I haven't word for myself. I hate when somebody said : " You're young, what do you know about life?". That's true, I don't know anything about life but they suppose ask them self why I'm like that?! I have a reason, I really have. But what I know about that...? I don't know anything! ( they say )
I'm just one in a million...
Young and hopeless...

Anja

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 11:18:21 GMT

Here I am again...
Day is so... I don't know. Ordinary. I woke up at 10 (that's a miracle). Then I went to Luka's place. I am listening the Blink 182 all day. I still can't believe that they don't play together anymore. That's fucked up.

Life's fucked up.
Life sucks.

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 13:21:18 GMT

Hey... I come back.
In the beginig I give up but now I am here. Again. I don't know why. Any special reason. Anything.
I guess I miss my blog friend Beatrixrose and other guys.
So... I don't have anything to say just...
See ya!

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 10:20:22 GMT

Hey,
I am very sad! Blink 182 don't pla together anymore... I was crying very, very much!!!
WHY?!???

Anja

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 21:54:57 GMT

Hey everyone!

I am happy, very! And I have very good reason. I am going to have band! Yes!

I will play electric guitar, my friend Paula too, an Luka ( yes, Luka ) will play bass, but we don't have drummer! We'ew going to find drummer! And we will play punk! You know - Green Day, Ramones, Blink 182... And our name? We don't know jet, but we have 3 names :

1. Perfect Zero
2. Partes of Frankestein
3. Scarescrow

And what do you think? What name is the best?

Please, please...help us!

Much love,
Anja

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 20:09:07 GMT

Hm... I am still happy, that's good to know! How can I not be happy when I have HIM?
Yesterday he escaped from school to see me. Last night we were in school yard talking, cuddleing, kissing... It was wonderful. We were together just for one hour ( unitill 7 p.m ) then I had to go to guitar lessons. He went with me. i was so happy. Again with him. He is year older then me, and he is in other school. We were used to be together ( I said that, already )... And he is perfect : BLUE EYES, BLACK HAIR, and BED... I am going to see him tomorow. Can't wait! We have so much to talk, to do...
Uh...

I love you all,

Anja

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 19:47:04 GMT

I am the happiest person all around world! BELIVE ME! I am...happy... This weekend I was at birthday party ( again, and it was... O.K. ) but then I recive message, my ex, ex boyfriend ( I still love him ). He wrote : Anja, I want see you I have talk with you? Please!" I was suprised. Then I called him and he said he want be my boyfriend. So I broke up with Dino, and today I am going to see Mile and I know what you thinkinh right now : THAT I CHANGE TO MUSC BOYS, but... I was searching someone who will be better then Mile, and no one isn't like him so...
And why we broke up? ( few months ago ).
'couse my mum didn't like him, we were together for 4 months and she didn't knew for that 'couse he's VERY, VERY, VERY, VERY BAD boy...
...

But this time I told her that i'm gonna be with him again and she said "O.K."

Big, big KISS FOR EVERYONE
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
AND DON'T FORGET - GREEN DAY RULES!!!

Anja

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 15:25:53 GMT

Ey...
As I said I am very busy this days do I didn't on the net almost never! I am very sorry because of that. But today I woke up in 7 am, then school, I came back abou 2 pm. Now I am goingin school again, then I am going to meeting for humarity help. I am coming home in 6.30 pm and then I have in 7 pm guitar lessons.... I am so tired....

love you all,
Anja

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 11:33:55 GMT

Hey...

I am here again.. Yesterday I was at birthday party. And, honest, it was hm sucks. Very boring. And music? Juck. You know, some Croatians stuffs like - Mare i Kate di su da se vrate... Život mi se zgadio. Awful. I came home about 10.30 p.m. I watched some movie last night, and BB so I went in bed about 2 a.m. So I am very tired right now. My cousin called 2 hours ago and said : Anja, please can you come to my place 'cause my mum went to hospital this morning?- And she is pregnant. Awful. I am going there now see what's happening...

Anja

*Green Day 4ever

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 10:19:17 GMT

Hm...
What's new? Well, nothing special.
I am very busy these days so... You know. I can't write becuse I don't have enaugh time. Sorry.

Love you all,
Anja

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 15:16:16 GMT

Today is everything okay.
Something new?
Yes, I have new boyfriend AGAIN...
He asked me tobe his girlfriend, and what top say?
His name is Dino...
And he is...
Sweet...
Nice...
All good...

This is my last post this weekend.
'Cause I am going to one marriage, and I won't be at home. I am going to go to my grandma and friend...

Love you all,
Anja

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:13:43 GMT

Well, Here I am...

First of all, some of my blog friends told to me that I don't talk about me very much so I decide to write more about my life.
Well, I have to woke up early becouse of school. Oh, I am going nuts...but only two days,and then long weekend ( Friday night, Sathurday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday ). Can't wait.
I don't know what I have to do this weekend but it must be interesting. So...In school was okey. Nothing special. I get an A from English and Biology. I was in very good mod, I must told you something about Monday. It was hm...very wierd day. My best friend Nata was so angry...She scramed in school, crying and stuff like that. She is totaly fucked up... But she ( sometimes ) pretend to be someone else...
And one more stuff! I read Harry Potter and Half-Blood prince. Book is fantastic, I didn't read better book!

And that's my new wallpaper on Green Day for all my blog friends. I HOPE YPU LIKE IT!

Love you, Anja

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 10:57:42 GMT

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I am stupid. That's ^ stupid...

Now sirious...
I am better now. I am crazy today. And that's all.
okey... Here it goes...
Well, I woke up early today. Then I send message to Luka and but he was a sleep and then I went to my best friend. We were listening the music and then we argue. She hates music that I love, Green Day and stuff like that, and I don't like her music- Britney Spears, Ashlee Simpson... I really hate that. So what? That isn't reason for argue. Oh, she is... I don't know. Then came Marija ( she is my best freind too) and she was just laughing. And they are so jeleaous.I don't know what happing with them...
So...
What's new?
Well...
So... I watched Big Brother last night when I came home ( I was in my friend place and it was so stupid, this guys are so stupid... ) and that season of BB is so stupid. ...

That's all...

and don't forget... - GREEN DAY RULES -

Much kisses,
Anja

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 09:24:11 GMT

Good news!
I am better now! I don't know whay... I am just happy today...
Last night I was playing gituar. I just started to learn! It's okey...
I don't know what's new...
I have to go. I am alone at home and I have to cook myselg sphaggeti..
Then I am going in school...

Love you,
Anja

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 20:41:19 GMT

I am still in bad mood...I am stil...confused... My feelings are gone... I give myself to him and now I am sorry... But I am to weak... I am not strong... I miss him... I am lost...

But I decide...
It's over! I have new begining... I have to forget him...

P.S - tnx everyvody for help,
I love you all!

GREEN DAY RULES!
Anja

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 08:19:48 GMT

What's new?

Nothing, I am still fucked up...
I am still in bad mood...
I still need him...

Love you,
Anja

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 08:32:34 GMT

I AM BROKEN!
Everything is fucked up!

5 reason why is everything fucked up:
1 I still love him
2 I miss him
3 I need him
4 I love him
5 We are past

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 13:34:17 GMT

Ey everybody...
I have new layout again! Ofcourse, on Green Day. But I didn't do it myself this time...
Ey, I am very sad today to because I heard something! I HEARD THAT BLINK 182 DON'T EXIST ANYMORE! IS THAT TRUE? PLEASE, PLEASE tell me that I am wrong!?!

Big kisses for everybody,

Anja

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 08:57:49 GMT

Ey...
I am so deppressd today! Life sucks... It's so boring... And everything is stupid...

Today I hate life ( I have nothing more to says )...

EVERYTHING'S FUCKED UP!

Anja

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 11:38:09 GMT

Ey...

I am here again... I must write again because I am in VERY good mood today... I am in love...

As I said, that guy is perfect... He is very talented.... I am crazy about him...

Ey, I have my best song for you ( one of my best songs ) :

Guns'n'Roses - Civil war

"What we've got here is failure to communicate.
Some men you just can't reach...
So, you get what we had here last week,
which is the way he wants it!
Well, he gets it!
N' I don't like it any more than you men." *

Look at your young men fighting
Look at your women crying
Look at your young men dying
The way they've always done before

Look at the hate we're breeding
Look at the fear we're feeding
Look at the lives we're leading
The way we've always done before

My hands are tied
The billions shift from side to side
And the wars go on with brainwashed pride
For the love of God and our human rights
And all these things are swept aside
By bloody hands time can't deny
And are washed away by your genocide
And history hides the lies of our civil wars

D'you wear a black armband
When they shot the man
Who said "Peace could last forever"
And in my first memories
They shot Kennedy
I went numb when I learned to see
So I never fell for Vietnam
We got the wall of D.C. to remind us all
That you can't trust freedom
When it's not in your hands
When everybody's fightin'
For their promised land

And
I don't need your civil war
It feeds the rich while it buries the poor
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
I don't need your civil war

Look at the shoes your filling
Look at the blood we're spilling
Look at the world we're killing
The way we've always done before
Look in the doubt we've wallowed
Look at the leaders we've followed
Look at the lies we've swallowed
And I don't want to hear no more

My hands are tied
For all I've seen has changed my mind
But still the wars go on as the years go by
With no love of God or human rights
'Cause all these dreams are swept aside
By bloody hands of the hypnotized
Who carry the cross of homicide
And history bears the scars of our civil wars

"We practice selective annihilation of mayors
And government officials
For example to create a vacuum
Then we fill that vacuum
As popular war advances
Peace is closer" **

I don't need your civil war
It feeds the rich while it buries the poor
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
And I don't need your civil war
I don't need your civil war
I don't need your civil war
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
I don't need your civil war
I don't need one more war

I don't need one more war
Whaz so civil 'bout war anyway

That's real hippy song!

All for today!!

Peace,
Anja

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 10:32:52 GMT

Ey, eveyrbody...

I am very happy and loved ( AGAIN :)! But this time maybe is sirous. This guy is just perfect! He is so wierd, the way I like! And he looks perfect too. You know, dreadlocks, big brown eyes... and his kisses are perfect. We were together last night and it was great, I hope that we are going be together!

And what else is new? Oh, I don't know... School is sucks, it's to boring! ...

Oh yes, I have new pictures of myself:

> Picture 1
> Picture 2

And, this is all for today! See ya!

LIVE FOR LOVE AND PEACE
Love you, ANJA

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 17:34:33 GMT

Sorry...
Sorry but I am to busy this days!
I worked like model this week, it was very difficult but I met a lot of great girls!
I don't know what write about except- I am not going out with my EX boy anymore! I think I am going to be with my ex ex boyfriend. He is perfect ( BAD X)...

This all from me,
Kiss

Anja

p.s- I am so tired...

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 11:13:37 GMT

Tada...
One more thing today:
NEW LAYOUT!!!
WHAT DO YOU SAID???

Big kiss,
Anja

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 10:48:40 GMT

Ey,
Today I am sooo crazy, I don't know why, but I am happy. I am in very good mood! :)
So, what's new? A lot of things. First of all, I am listen song It's my life all day and night. The song is so good.
I have new boyfriend. He is... hm... sweet! But I don't like boys like him: he is too good for me. He is good boy - no smoking, no alcohol... But I like BAD BOYS, you know freaks and like that. With long hair, dreadlocks, a lot of piercings... You know what I think? FREAKS RULES! I like guys like that 'cause I am little bit of wierdo anyway.
The other news is that I found the perfect shoes! Shoe- be- do, green and yellow... Perfect! But CONVERS rules! I must buy one more :).
And in the end- I can't wait to get the new layout for HpCharm...

Bye, see ya

GREEN DAY IS LOVE

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 11:28:21 GMT

Yo people,
What's happening in your lifes? I am sad because summer is almost over, school begins what means learning and bored every day, except weekends ( tnx God for weekends ). Luka is excited becuse he is waiting Sunday night, the new season of Big Brother begins. He is talking about Big Brother all day, I am gonna crazy ( just kidding :).
I don't know what to do, I am almost over with reading Harry Potter so I am finding for something new what can I do. Last night I was out and it was cool. I was with my best friend and her boyfriend, but there was a boy, my future boyfriend, I guees so. He is... hm sweet. It was fun, and I think that I am going out with them and today.
I find some pictures in newspapers about Green Day, they are reallly best. I am crazy about them...

Oh yes, I have MSN : anja_greenday@hotmail.com

Big kisses,
Anja XD